It Ain't Easy

Lately i've been thinking a lot about the future. How i want to grow up and such. It's weird, cause Alicia posted something extremely similar to this. But while my sister was in town we got to hang out for a bit. We started talking about how growing up may seem scary, but it's so awesome. I told her how i absolutely love college, every minute of it, but i have this urge to just graduate from college, from law school, and have a career. A career where i can make money and do whatever i want with it. Buy a car if i want to, a house, whatever i want and need. And then i can get married and experience all of that.

Then i saw Mic's post about names for kids. And so i started thinking about kids. I want a girl. Definitely. And name her Ava. Just because i really like that name. It's weird, thinking about all of this. I thought about it, and i'll be 20 in six months. I'm already going to be 20. It's just so weird saying that. I've been so used to being in the teens and everyone else being in their 20's that now it just seems as though it's something that's not me. It's weird. Very weird.

In other news, project jeep is complete for the summer. Upgrades include: bigger A/T tires, new brakes, new windshield, new bulbs for the fogs, bed liner on the bumpers and siding, and newly installed today is my new pioneer head unit! Now when i get time over the semester i want to get a lift, side step bars, and various other things.

Going down to springfield on friday or saturday! I haven't decided which day yet, but i'm SOOOOO pumped!It's going to be epic!

Speaking of springfield, i called the scholarship appeals committee yesterday to see what the fuck is going on. Here's the deal, my appeal has been approved by the committee and will be renewed, however they are waiting to hear back from my actual scholarship service (the department that gave me the scholarship) to see if i completed my service requirements, which i have. SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was hella excited.

Song of the day:

Change of Seasons by Sweet Thing