Hello Paradise

Say hello to the new Resident Assistant for Hutchens House during the 2011-2012 school year! AH!!!! I'm so excited for it! I thought that finding out about RA wouldn't be so exciting because i kind of already knew i got it i just didn't know where, but man, today has been a RUSH! Granted i've been pretty busy all day, but i've already met some new people from the current Hutchens staff, and it's only been one day! I'm pretty excited because Hutchens is one of the nicest dorms on campus. AH!

I joined Pi Kappa Phi fraternity, became a Commerce Bank Emerging Leaders participant, got elected onto the number four position on executive board for Pi Kappa Phi, got selected from 90+ applicants to become a University Ambassador, and finally have been chosen to be an RA in Hutchens. Yup, i'd call that one HELL of a freshman year. Gosh, i cannot believe it. I did it. Everything my heart and mind were set on, i got it. My dreams, my goals. I still can't believe that me of all people, came to this university and made a name for myself. I'm known on a 20,000+ student campus. It feels amazing.

On the flip side, my social life is also flourishing! I don't mean i'm going out all the time or anything. By that i mean i'm meeting so many new people and actually creating a connection between us. For instance, i'm getting so much closer to Shelby now. We've been friends for awhile, but we've actually been talking a lot and even studied together today. It was so much fun hanging out with her and some of my brothers. And the funny thing is, when i'm with her, i don't feel an attraction towards her. I love being her friend. Which is a good thing because she's with one of my brothers. haha. But those are the kind of bonds i want to have with people. I honestly, never want to graduate.

Of course there will always be a love life side. Right now, it's not much. I'm not really focusing on that. I find girls cute, but that's about it. Again, i'm more concerned with creating a solid friendship with them than getting with them for now. There is one girl i have found to be ridiculously cute. Her eyes are just, OH MY GOD! She's a current RA in Hutchens and she found me to congratulate me and welcome me to the staff. And to top it off, she's an ASA :D (Alpha Sigma Alpha).

Midterms are kicking my ass right now. It's so hard to focus on school when all of this is going on. But i really need to buckle down this one week and get through it. I can do it. I know i can. I just have to actually put in the effort.

Thank you, for believing in me. STILL. I know i say this to you in every post. But the more you believe in me and the more you tell me how much you love me, the more i'm believing in myself. Having you supporting me means the world to me. Truly. You told me the other day that you are really glad you got your friend back. I'm glad i came back too. Things weren't the same. I want you to know, that i still, and always will care about you. And i'm going to look out for you. I know we aren't talking as much as the past couple of weeks, but i promise things will slow down and i'll be back. I don't think i could've done all of this if you didn't push me along.

Song of the day:

Blow by Ke$ha (yeah, i just went there)