Life. Is. Good.

University Ambassador Retreat yesterday was AWESOME! I absolutely loved it. Meeting all the new and current UA's was so much fun. I got to learn all about the new stuff that's going to be happening here at MSU before anyone else knows about it and i got to learn about some of the history behind the university. All in all it was a great experience. And of course my big A is none other than Matt!

I go on my first shadow tour this wednesday. I'm pretty pumped for it!

But before wednesday comes tuesday. Which is tomorrow. You know what that means? I find out about RA tomorrow! Should be interesting to see what happens with that.

Life is really good right now. I got to go to Steak n Shake with Shelby saturday night/sunday morning and we just sat and talked about everything. It was nice to talk to finally get some bonding time with my mommy. Haha.

There really isn't much to complain about. I mean, yeah i'm kinda stressed out with classes and tests and what not, but that's a given. I can honestly say, finally, that i am happy. I am happy with everything! My life really did turn out pretty well after all. I'm on the right track, with the right friends, at the right college, and with the right families.

I say "families" because i don't just have one anymore. I have my parents and my sister and my "real" family. But then i have my family here. Which of course includes my friends, but it more so includes the close knit family of the Greeks. I have my brothers and all of my sorority girls. It's funny how that family stuff works. Technically, i have my own fraternity brothers, but i also have an uncle, an aunt, a dad, a mommy, and a bunch of cousins. I absolutely love it.

Run for homecoming king next year? I don't know. I'm still pondering on that thought. We shall see.

I haven't been able to take in the REAL college life until now. This semester. I'm finally able to do everything i want to do. I'm finally able to experience everything. Being single isn't so bad. :)

I mean yeah, i want to be able to share all of this with someone. But i'm not in a rush. I'm looking, but not searching. If someone comes into my life, awesome. But if they don't, for now, i'm okay with that. Because i have my family here, and i have some pretty awesome people back home that are here for me too.

A part of me wants to just show you what i'm capable of doing. Show you that you were holding me back. Being with someone should enable you to achieve things you never could on your own. You just kept me from doing anything. You didn't even believe in my dreams. Now look at me. Do you see anything? I'm happy! I'm genuinely HAPPY! And i'm doing so much. Without you. Without having you. Now i can't thank you enough for letting me go. Because i am going to do great things, with no help from you. Have fun being alone and having your mom as your only friend. :)

Song of the day:

Hear Me Now by Hollywood Undead