They Named Her Miss Perfect

I seem to be sleeping more lately. It's really not even sleeping. I like to close my eyes, because when i do, i see this girl. It's a girl i haven't met yet, but someone i really hope i do meet. I have dreams with her in them. And in those dreams, i'm absolutely happy. A happy that i've never been before. It's really weird, because usually when i used to have dreams like this, i couldn't see who the girl was. But in these dreams, i see her clearly. I can hear her, touch her, even smell her. She looks exactly like Michelle Monaghan, except obviously a bit younger. I've hit that point. My dreams beat reality. I want to live in my dreams, because that is where everything that i want is. Everything.

The day from hell is finally over. Three classes, three tests. Oh lawd. I'm so glad it's done and over with. It started to snow again today, but just a nice dusting. Nothing too major. Finally time to let off some steam, after pre-initiation tonight of course.

I still don't know what i want for my birthday. I kind of want a professional camera, like a Canon Rebel or something. But they're so expensive! So i looked into some professional point and shoot cameras (i know they technically don't exist, but that's the best way i can describe it). They're the type where they are fully digital, and without interchangeable lenses, but they still have incredible zoom. They are still a bit pricey, but a lot cheaper than a full our professional SLR camera. So, we'll see what i actually decide on getting.

This is what everyone needs to do, take out some ME time in your day and just CHILL! Everyone's so hyped up on stress and worrying about others and their friendships and relationships and everything! I know, i'm one to talk. But taking out some time for yourself to look back on your life so far really helps. Especially with reality checks. So take some time out of your ever so busy lives, and calm down. If you haven't figured it out yet, life is a complete cycle that is on repeat. There's nothing you can do to alter it. SO live it, love it, and LAUGH.

Song of the day:

Hymn Of The Missing by RED