Acceptance. Followed By Happiness.

I like being happy. It's actually quite enjoyable.

It has come to my attention that your life has sucked ever since I left it. Good. You deserve it. I always thought you deserved better. And i always thought you were as good as it was ever going to get. It took me this long to figure out otherwise. THIS is how things should be. THIS is what you deserve. Actually, you deserve worse. But i'll accept this.

And it all started with one choice. Which led to another. Funny how that always happens. It's always one choice that can make it or break it. One choice almost made it to where i wouldn't have lived to see the age of 19. One choice took me out of this stupid darkness. One choice scared depression away. One choice made me happy.

Each day, i feel better and better. I feel happier and happier. I guess i have this to thank you for. You showed me that the sweetest of people can be the worst of humans. But guess what, it showed me that karma is a bitch. That in time, you can feel again. In time, your heart will race. In time, you'll realize that you the best it was ever going to get for her, and that there's better out there for you. And i've found it.

I get to see one of my cuties again tonight :) I got to see both of them yesterday. It was a good day. :D

Song of the day:

August's Rhapsody by Mark Mancina