Maybe Soon, We Can Fly.

There's just something about finals week that makes you think about everything. I'm really far behind on my studying, but you know what, I can spare a few minutes to put in a blog really quick.

Like I said earlier, it's finals week. Needless to say, i'm stressing hard. Since i dropped down to 12 credit hours this semester, one slip up in a class tanks my GPA. Which i can't afford. So basically i have to rock all of these finals and pray to the lord of everything that i come away with at least a 2.75.

I keep feeling a sense of loneliness lately. Even though i'm always surrounded by everyone. I feel lost a lot. I want to go pre-law, but lets face it. I don't think i'm cut out for law school. I honestly don't think i'm smart enough to do it. Who knows. I'm just kind of trying to get by for now.

Being home for the summer should be really interesting. I'm not exactly sure how i'm going to deal with it. Needless to say, i'm going to be making a couple of trips back down here. Yup, definitely.

There is so much on my plate right now. I just don't know if I can actually handle it or not. I'm really not sure. And you know what? It scares the hell out of me. You were my rock, everything i ever did, i did for you. And for the past however many months, I've had to do it for me. And it's been awesome. But every now and then, i keep getting lost. Lost in my own thoughts and self doubts. It just seemed so much easier when I did it for you.

Maybe my parents will finally be happy and proud of me after I tell them about going pre-law.

You can always talk to me. I'll always be here for you to fall back on. You don't have to take care of yourself all the time. That's what i'm here for. And like i said, it means the world to me that you do actually check up on me and make sure everything is okay. Everything will work itself out.

Song of the day:

Boadicea by Enya