Reflecting Truth.

It will be a year tomorrow from when I graduated high school. I can't even begin to tell you how different of a person i am now compared to then. I can't even tell you how different all of my friends are compared to then, in good and bad changes. It's weird, looking back at that. When we all graduated we were all on the top of the world, with all these big dreams and hopes. We all took pride in the colleges we were heading off to. Don't get me wrong, i still take great pride in MSU, but the dreams and hopes part kind of fits.

It's nice to look back and remember all of the people that would promise you that you would stay in touch, and now look at the ones that actually did. We all have grown up so much, yet, we have so much more growing up to do. Soon enough, we'll be graduating from college as well, and starting yet another chapter in life. Scary, huh?

It's weird to think about this time last year. Yeah, i graduated. But i also had Rachel. I've just been thinking about that. I don't miss her, but i miss the concept of her. I miss having someone there for me all the time. I still remember how there were so many graduation parties last year to go to, and i didn't want to go out and get a gift for every last one of them. So Rachel would just go get a card for them and sign my name in it. I miss that kind of stuff. Being able to have someone that you share everything with. A person that took care of me. Because as much as i hate to admit it, she did take good care of me. But i mean, so did Micaela. So i've never really been in a situation where my girl didn't take care of me. But i miss having girls like that in my life. Yeah i have them as friends. But nothing more than that. I want someone that can take care of me, and someone i can trust with anything and everything. Right now, i don't have a person that fits both.

It has only been a week of summer.........good lord.

62 more days until summer meeting.

Song of the day:

It's Raining Again by Skylar Grey