Castle Walls.

FINALLY DONE WITH CLASSES!

Now, onto finals! ug. on the bright side though, i'm loving my life right meow. It's really funny how things have turned around, and how my luck has TOTALLY turned around. Every morning I wake up, and other than going to class, i'm happy. It has been SUCH a long time since that has happened. Everyone was right, i am better off without Rachel, at least for now. I've realized how many girls actually do like me, haha. But seriously, i'm starting to focus on me, what i want to do, and enjoying Missouri State for all it has to offer!

I'm still very indifferent on whether i want to be an RA or not next year. On one side, i would be pocketing over six thousand dollars a year, but my responsibility would be through the roof and i know this sounds bad, but i wouldn't be able to go out to parties and such like i do now. Granted i don't party that much to begin with, but i like to go out every now and then to let off some steam. and then there's always the whole leaving tommy thing. Being roommates with Tommy has been an absolute BLAST. I seriously could not have asked for a better roommate. I don't know. i'm going to have to ponder on it a little more.

Studying abroad. Well, most people know i want to study somewhere else very badly. but i only want to go for a few weeks. And the place i want to go is England. Again, i'm still indifferent about it. but it's okay because that isn't going to be until later in my college career.

I actually can't wait to go home! For a few reasons really. Girls. Of course. Seeing all of my friends again! and BLACK OPS!!!! I can't wait to be reunited with my PS3 and play black ops for hours at a time. and who knows, i might even get in a few dates with a certain someone while i'm home. as of right now, i'm focusing on tonight and this weekend. this weekend is going to be study central. but tonight, i'm celebrating the end of classes. girls basketball game and HOOKAH LOUNGE! YES!


P.S.: If you haven't figured out yet, the titles of my blogs are usually songs. i know the last one was and so is this one, but i'm not positive about the others. :)