Third Time's a Charm?

I'd be lying to you if i said i wasn't lonely. I'd be lying if i told you i don't miss my old life. I'd be lying if i told you i was totally happy.

Now don't get me wrong, i am happy, just not totally happy. I love my life right now, but i was more content with my life before. And by before i mean a few months ago. My parents are gone, my sisters gone, and i'm lonely. All of my best friends are out doing their own thing. But the funny thing is, it doesn't even have to do with any of that, for the most part. I feel empty inside. I'm used to always having someone, at very least, having someone to talk to. And now i don't. So i find myself blogging. Joy.

My brother Matt came and spent the night with me friday. It was nice having him here. He's always looking after me and making sure i'm okay. That's a brotherhood.

What does the title mean you ask? Well, the first girl I had, the love of my life, i pushed away (Rachel). And now she's gone, and never coming back. Next up, I had Haley right there. Right in front of me. She was all mine. And of course i pushed her away too. And now she's dating someone else. Hopefully the third time's the charm? Some of you know who that person is. Honestly, i don't see it happening. Mainly because she's out of my league and who wants to date a guy that is three hours away most of the time. But, that's not going to stop me from trying. I'll keep you updated on what happens.

Speaking of which, I'm going to go to the high school tomorrow. That should definitely be interesting. For many reasons. I can't wait to tell Hub about my life so far and see what he has to say about it.

Song of the day:

Coming Home by Diddy & Dirty Money Ft. Skylar Grey