Remembering Rebirth.

Today is initiation for the new guys. All I've been able to think about all day has been about when I went through it. The whole week. How it felt. All the emotions that were flowing through me as I began the journey of joining a brotherhood. But, now when I think about it, I'm on the other side. The emotions are still flowing, but in a different way. I'm going to gain six more brothers tonight, and I couldn't be happier.

Today has been a very odd day. I woke up not feeling too good (mentally), but as the day went on, I realized that it's actually been a pretty great day.

I gave a tour today, and during the tour I just started to think about why I'm doing this. I absolutely LOVE giving tours and being able to talk to prospective students along with their families. I think those two hours, as draining as they may be, are always the best two hours of my day.

I don't know why, but I find it really weird on the days that I don't see certain people that I usually see.

I got to hang out with her today. I brought her pizza because she was too lazy to actually leave her room and go eat dinner. But it was nice to just sit around and do nothing for once in the day. It's funny how a person can relax you. That's what she does. Maybe that's why I like being around her so much. That and probably the fact that we have everything but our mothers in common. I really like where we're at right now. There are just a few things that I'm not happy with. But guess what, not everything is perfect. And maybe in time, things will change. Whether it's what I want or not, I'm okay with it as long as she's happy. But that's a story for another campfire.

Emerging leaders retreat tomorrow and Sunday! WOOOOOO.

Song of the day:

Never Forget You by Lupe Fiasco feat. John Legend