Oh, How the Mighty Have Fallen.

So apparently it's been quite awhile since i've posted something, according to some people. Honestly, there hasn't been munch going on. Nothing important anyway.

After new years i've pretty much just laid low, gone and spent some time with various friends. Last night i went out to dinner with Alicia and Courtney and then we all went to Drew's house and watched Inception.

I'm going to take some time and talk about that movie. It's okay, there is no spoiler alert. But if you haven't seen it, WATCH IT. I haven't figured out how some people find it too confusing. If you watch the whole movie and don't over analyze anything, it's pretty straight forward. In fact, it's a great storyline. Definitely something different from your everyday love story crap. And it really does make you think about life and dreams. All in all, it's a movie i will be getting in the near future!

Okay, back to last night. Drew and I talked from about midnight to five in the morning. About EVERYTHING. To be honest, it was really nice. It has been a long time since i've had a talk like that. And when i say everything, i mean it. We touched on every subject. Before we knew it, it was five in the morning. Needless to say, i slept all day. And then i went out to eat with my other sister at b-dubs!

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. And i've come to the conclusion that i really need to get away for awhile. Just leave and try to find myself. Everyone was right, i don't exactly know who i am yet. And until i figure out who i am, i can't expect someone else to come into my life and figure out who i am. This all came about when i was thinking about Karalyn. I would like nothing more than to date her, but i started to look at things from her point of view. If i were in her shoes, i would say no. I'm in college and three hours away. Who wants to try and have a relationship with that. Maybe i'm wrong. Maybe she doesn't care. I still don't know. Still no answer. It will be really awkward if we run into each other when i go back to the high school tomorrow for the last time until about April.

You know, i look at what you've become now. I can't help but smile. Because you're not the girl you once were. You are not the same girl that loved me, and i'm okay with that. People change, things change. You changed for the worse. Is that to say that you will never be the same? Absolutely not. But, I'm glad i had you when i did, and lost you when i did.

Song of the day:

Save Me by Nicki Minaj