Spinning With a Cause

It's times like these that i kind of feel like life does have its reasoning's.

Spring rush has begun today! Which means i'm going to be really busy for the next couple of weeks. Mainly because i have to go to all of the events :/. But it's okay because i'm going to be doing something i love.

I have decided that i have to become an RA next year if i want to be anywhere close to my friends. If i go to the house, my relationship with all of my "GDI" friends will suffer. And i'm not ready to do that. So my only other option now is to become an RA. I mean, it's definitely something i want to do, i just wasn't planning on doing it so soon. But hey, that's life. It just sucks that i won't be able to room with Tommy next year. I really was looking forward to another year with him.

This is a new beginning. Whether you know it or not. The past is the past. I can't change it. But what we can do is change the future.

I'll be back home in two weeks. WOOO. (maybe)

You know, everything that has happened to me lately, as in the past few weeks,it has been really hard for me to not break down. Being so used to having someone to talk about everything with has become a weakness for me. Yeah i have others to talk about it with, but it's not the same. I try to talk about the stuff in my life with other people, but they just don't care or don't understand. Who can blame them? I guess what i'm getting at here, is that my only wish is to get my best friend back. There's so much i want/need to tell you about. Yeah. Maybe things will be different this time. Maybe.

I love having my first class be at 12:30 :D

I've been having the most effed up dreams lately. At the time they don't make sense, but a couple of days later they start to make perfect sense. I figured out who the girl was from the other dream. And oh my ba-jeezus, was i shocked.

Song of the day:

Pursuit of Happiness by Kid Cudi